THE GREATEST FAN OF YOUR LIFE !

SINCE IVE BECOME A MOM, IVE LEARNED THAT NOT EVERYONE THINKS YOUR CHILD IS THE CUTEST ON EARTH OR THINKS HE/SHE DOES NO WRONG! I'M LEARNING, THAT'S A VERY HARD THING TO OVERCOME! OF COURSE MY CHILD SHOULD WIN FIRST PLACE IN EVERYTHING, THAT'S WHAT I THINK ANYWAY! CARTER WAS IN HIS FIRST HORSE SHOW LAST SATURDAY NIGHT! HE DID SO GOOD! HIS UNCLE CASEY LED HIM IN THE ARENA AND CARTER JUST HELD ON TO THE SADDLE AND SMILED AND WAVED TO EVERYONE! IT WAS JUST PRICELESS!!! HE WON THIRD PLACE OUT OF SIX AND GOT HIS FIRST RIBBON! PRETTY IMPRESSIVE FOR HIS FIRST TIME! IVE GOT TO GO BACK TO JACKSON AND GET HIM THOSE COWBOY BOOTS THAT MY MOM SAW FOR HIM AND THEN GET HIM AND CASEY MATCHING SHIRTS AND THEN MY BABY SHOULD GO ALL THE WAY TO THE TOP! (I'M HOPING ANYWAY) I'M WRITING THIS BLOG AT 11:00 AT NIGHT BECAUSE I HOPE THAT ONE DAY WHEN I'M GONE MY CHILDREN WILL READ THIS AND KNOW THAT I WAS THE BIGGEST FAN OF THEIR LIVES! MY WHOLE LIFE REVOLVES AROUND THEM! I DO EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING FOR THEM! I WANT THE BEST FOR THEM, I WANT THEM TO BE ABLE TO EXPERIENCE EVERYTHING LIFE OFFERS, I WANT THEM TO BE AS SUCCESSFUL AS THEY POSSIBLY CAN, AND MOST OF ALL I WANT THEM TO KNOW WITHOUT A SHADOW OF DOUBT THAT I LOVED THEM WITH EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART! I LIVE EVERY DAY WITH THE THOUGHT OF "WHAT IF I DIE TODAY, WILL MY KIDS REMEMBER ME? WILL THEY KNOW THAT I LOVED THEM AND I WAS THE BIGGEST FAN OF THEIR LIVES?" I'M HOPING THOSE ANSWERS WOULD BE YES!
GENE AND I ARE IN AMAZEMENT OF HOW MUCH OUR CHILDREN GROW AND CHANGE EVERYDAY! IT CRAZY! CARTER HAS BEEN SO FUNNY LATELY! HE DOES THE FUNNIEST THINGS! HIS NEW WORDS THIS WEEK ARE "BABY, EXCUSE YOU(EVEN WHEN HE BURPS HE SAYS EXCUSE YOU,LOL),PEACE OUT,MORE, AND NO MORE" WE ARE HAVING VACATION BIBLE SCHOOL AT CHURCH THIS WEEK AND OUR CHURCH FAMILY HAS SEEN A DIFFERENT SIDE OF CARTER(IN A GOOD WAY). HE HAS COME OUT OF HIS SHELL AROUND THEM! HE IS JUST THE CENTER OF THE CROWD AND LEADER OF THE PACK!
JAYCIE IS STARTING TO HOLD HER HEAD AND FEET UP AT THE SAME TIME WHEN I LAY HER DOWN, WATCHES TV LIKE ITS GOING OUT OF STYLE(SHE WILL TURN HER HEAD AROUND FROM ANYWHERE IN THE ROOM TO SEE THE TV...CARTER NEVER WATCHED TV TILL JUST RECENTLY AND THAT'S ONLY FOR 5 MINUTES AT A TIME) SHES SMILES AND LAUGHS AND TALKS NON STOP! SHES STARTING TO GET SOME WEIGHT ON HER FINALLY!!! OH AND SINCE HER DADDY HAS BEEN HOME FOR 3 WEEKS NOW, SHE IS THE MOST SPOILED BABY EVER. HER DADDY NEVER PUTS HER DOWN AND IS ALWAYS TALKING TO HER AND SPENDING ONE ON ONE TIME WITH HER WHEN ME AND BUG ARE OUT AND ABOUT. SO NOW I CANT EVEN PUT HER DOWN UNLESS SHE IS SOUND ASLEEP OR SHE WILL LET ME KNOW ABOUT IT.LOL.. DON'T ASK ME WHAT ILL DO IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS WHEN GENE GOES BACK TO WORK AND I HAVE TWO KIDS ON MY HIP 24/7. I TAKE HER TO THE DOCTOR MONDAY FOR HER 4 MONTH CHECK UP SO ILL LET EVERYONE KNOW HOW MUCH SHE WEIGHS.
MY PRAYER IS TONIGHT " LORD, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE BLESSINGS IN MY LIFE AND EVERY SECOND AND MEMORY I GET TO SHARE WITH MY PRECIOUS CHILDREN, HUSBAND AND FAMILY! I LOVE YOU !!!"