Saturday, July 11, 2009

ANGELS SENT BY GOD

THE OTHER MORNING AROUND 8, GENE TEXT ME AND THIS IS WHAT HE SAID "IVE WAITED AS LONG AS I COULD, HOW ARE YOU AND THE BABIES?" I WAS LIKE FINE WHY? HE TOLD ME THAT ONE OF HIS CO WORKERS SON HAD DIED IN A CAR WRECK THAT MORNING AND HE JUST HAD TO CHECK ON US! I THINK THAT TEN YEAR OLD BOY DYING REALLY GOT TO HIM! IT IS VERY SCARY THOUGH! ITS CRAZY HOW YOUR WHOLE LIFE CAN CHANGE IN A BLINK OF AN EYE! THAT'S WHY WE HAVE TO THANK GOD FOR EVERY BREATH WE TAKE AND EVERY SECOND WE GET WITH OUR LOVED ONES! I TRY TO TALK TO MY PARENT AND SISTERS AND BROTHERS EVERYDAY AND I GET ON TO GENE FOR NOT TALKING TO HIS MOM AND SISTER FOR DAYS! I JUST TOLD HIM LAST NIGHT THAT ONE DAY THEY WONT BE THERE AND HE WILL BE WISHING HE COULD JUST PICK THAT PHONE UP AND CALL THEM AGAIN ! I KNOW I TALK ABOUT THE SAME THINGS OVER AND OVER IT SEEMS LIKE BUT EVERY SINCE I BECAME A MOTHER AND EVER SINCE I LOST A COUPLE OF CLOSE FAMILY MEMBERS, IVE LEARNED TO BE VERY PASSIONATE ABOUT LIFE AND TO ENJOY EVERY SECOND!!! YOU WONT EVER GET TOMORROW BACK SO YOU BETTER MAKE EVERY SECOND COUNT...DON'T SWEAT THE SMALL STUFF...DON'T BORROW FROM TOMORROWS SUN SHINE BECAUSE TODAY MIGHT TURN GRAY. IVE HAVE LEARNED ( AND I THINK MY FAMILY HAS ALSO LEARNED THIS) THAT NO MATTER HOW GOOD SOMEONE ELSE'S LIFE LOOKS, ITS STILL NOT PERFECT...EVERYONE IS GOING THROUGH SOMETHING..IT MIGHT NOT BE THE SAME THING YOU ARE GOING THOUGH BUT THEY GOT THEIR OWN PROBLEMS TOO. WE JUST NEED TO PRAY FOR EACH OTHER AND BE THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER! AND REMEMBER...IN GOD'S EYE WE ARE ALL THE SAME, SOME DAY WE WILL ALL HAVE PERFECT WINGS! JUST LET GO AND LET GOD...HAVE FAITH AND PRAY...PRAY ABOUT EVERYTHING EVEN THE SMALL STUFF!
CARTER AND I JUST ACT GOOFY ALL THE TIME WHEN WE ARE HOME BY OURSELVES..I LET HIM DANCE ON THE COUNTERS AND WEAR SILLY THINGS..WE HAVE EVEN STARTED GETTING LIL MS. JAYCIE LAUGHING NOW! ITS THE CUTEST THING EVER! LIFE IS GREAT~











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