Saturday, December 19, 2009

LIFE...YOU LEARN AS YOU GO!

SO ITS JUST ME SITTING HERE LONELY TONIGHT! GENE'S WORKING, CARTER DECIDED HE WAS STAYING AT HIS GRAMS AND PAWPAW'S TONIGHT AND JAYCIE IS SOUND ASLEEP ALREADY! IM JUST NOT USE TO IT BEING THIS QUIET AND ME HAVING THIS MUCH TIME TO MYSELF! WOW! IM A BIG THINKER ANYWAY BUT WHEN IM BY MYSELF I HAVE EVEN MORE TIME TO THINK SO IM WARNING YOU NOW, THIS MIGHT BE A LONG ONE!
SO LET ME FIRST TELL YOU ABOUT SOME OF OUR NEIGHBORS! WE HAVE SOME VERY NICE NEIGHBORS THAT WE ARE STARTING TO BECOME GOOD FRIENDS WITH AND THEN WE HAVE SOME NOT SO NICE NEIGHBORS THAT I JUST WANT TO SCREAM AT! THE PEOPLE RIGHT NEXT TO US ARE FROM THE NORTH AND WELL THEY ARE JUST A LIL DIFFERENT! WE HAVE NEVER CARED FOR THEM TOO MUCH! ENOUGH SAID! AND THEN WE HAVE THE NEIGHBORS TWO DOORS DOWN FROM US....OH- MY- GOSH! THATS ALMOST ENOUGH SAID BUT I DO HAVE TO TELL YOU ABOUT THIS ONE! ITS GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME TO TELL ABOUT! WELL SEE WE HAVE A DOG (EMMA THAT WOULDNT HURT A FLY) THAT LOVES TO SHOOT OUT THE DOOR AS SOON AS WE OPEN IT! THERE IS NO CATCHING HER AND SCREAMING AT HER DOESNT DO A THING. IF I DIDNT KNOW BETTER I WOULD THINK SHE WAS DEAF BUT ANYWAY. WELL THIS NEIGHBOR OF OURS HAS BEEN TALKING ABOUT EMMA TO EVERYONE EXCEPT US. HE HAS TALKED WITH ALL OUR OTHER NEIGHBORS AND HAS EVEN STOPPED A COUPLE OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS LEAVING MY HOUSE, WHICH MAKES ME VERY ANGRY TO SAY THE LEAST, BUT HE HAS NEVER COME TO TALK TO GENE AND I ! HE KEEPS COMPLANING THAT EMMA IS POOPING IN HIS YARD! SO FINALLY AFTER TWO YEARS OF US LIVING HERE AND HIM HAVING A PROBLEM WITH US, HE FINALLY SEEMS TO FIND OUR HOUSE AND KNOCKS ON OUR DOOR! WELL OF COURSE MY HUSBAND WAS OUT HUNTING AND I WAS HOME WITH THE KIDS! SO I OPEN THE DOOR AND HE SAYS " DO YOU OWN THAT WHITE DOG" AND GUESS WHAT...THERE SHOOTS EMMA OUT THE DOOR! I SAID YEP AND AS YOU CAN SEE WHEN I OPEN MY DOOR FOR HALF A SECOND SHE RUNS OUT BEFORE I CAN GRAB HER AND I HAVE TWO SMALL KIDS AND CANT MANAGE TO GO CHASE HER DOWN THE STREET. WELL HE STARTS SAYING THAT EMMA KEEPS POOPING IN HIS YARD AND HE HAS TWO SMALL CHILDREN ALSO AND THEY LIKE TO EXPLORE AND HE WOULD APPREICATE IF I KEPT EMMA OUT OF HIS YARD! OH AND HE ALSO WENT ON TO SAY THAT ITS CHRISTMAS TIME AND HE'S TRYING TO BE ON HIS BEST BEHAIVOR! OH AND WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? YOU WOULD BE HARASSING ME MORE THAN YOU ALREADY WERE IF IT WASNT CHRISTMAS TIME???? OK SO  BEING THE NICE CHRISTAIN THAT I AM, I APOGLIGIZED TO HIM AND TOLD HIM I WAS TRYING TO KEEP HER UP AS MUCH AS POSSIABLE! OK WELL FIRST OFF, I HAVE KIDS AND IF THEY ARE OUTSIDE I AM THERE WATCHING THEIR EVERY MOVE EXPECIALLY IF THEY ARE IN THE FRONT YARD! BUT MOST OF THE TIME THEY ARE PLAYING IN THE BACK YARD WHICH IS FENCED IN. HE ALSO HAS A FENCED IN YARD SO WHY ARENT HIS KIDS PLAYING BACK THERE AND IF THEY ARENT BACK THERE THEN WHY ARENT HIM AND HIS WIFE WATCHING THEM AND MAKING SURE THEY ARENT EATING POOP! AS YOUNG AS MY KIDS ARE, THEY KNOW NOT TO PICK UP POOP. WE HAVE TAUGHT THEM THAT! OKAY AND SECOND IF THATS THE MOST HE HAS TO BE WORRIED ABOUT THEN HE MUST BE DOING SOMETHING A LOT BETTER THAN ME CUZ A DOG POOPIN IN MY YARD IS THE LEAST OF MY WORRIES! AND LAST SERIOUSLY, DOES EMMA JUST PICK HIS YARD OUT OF ALL THE 50 YARDS IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD AND JUST POOPS IN HIS YARD? I CANT SEEM TO BELEIVE THAT EMMA JUST PICKS HIS YARD EVERYTIME TO POOP IN! THERE ARE OTHER DOGS ROAMING THE NEIGHBORHOOD TOO YOU KNOW! I AM SO ANGRY ABOUT THIS! OKAY SO I THOUGHT ABOUT GOING AND GETTING A CHRISTMAS CARD MADE WITH EMMA'S PICTURE ON IT AND SENDING IT TO HIS HOUSE AND IT SAYING MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVE EMMA ON IT! BUT I KNOW THAT WOULD BE MEAN AND IM NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON! I WAS NOT AWARE OF ALL THE DRAMA AND CRAZY PEOPLE WE WOULD HAVE TO DEAL WITH WHEN WE DECIDED TO MOVE INTO THIS SUBDIVISION! WE DIFENTLY KNOW WE DONT WANT TO LIVE HERE LONGER THAN WE HAVE TO! WE NEED TO BE OUT IN THE COUNTRY WITH SOME LAND OF OUR OWN AND NO RUDE NEIGHBORS!!! BUT LET ME SAY WE DO HAVE SOME GOOD NEIGHBORS ALSO! WE LOVE BRAD AND AIMEE THAT LIVE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF US AND WE ALSO LOVE LIA AND CHASE THAT LIVE ACROSS FROM US! THEY MAKE IT ALL WORTH LIVING HERE! I THINK WE WOULD GO INSANE IF IT WASNT FOR THEM! SO THANK YOU TO BRAD AIMEE AND LIA AND CHASE FOR BEING THERE FOR US! WE LOVE YALL!!!
OK SO WE WENT TO A BIRTHDAY PARTY TODAY AND I REALIZED JUST HOW SHY AND UN SOCIAL I AM! I HATE IT SO BAD! WHY CANT I BE MORE TALKITIVE ! I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO START A CONVERSATGION WITH SOMEONE! THERE WERE SO MANY PEOPLE THERE AND I GUESS I JUST GET OVERWHELMED! PEOPLE PROBABLY THINK IM STUCK UP BUT IM REALLY NOT! GOOD THING I MARRIED GENE CUZ I TAKE HIM ANYWHERE AND HE KNOWS AT LEAST 3 PEOPLE! SURE ENOUGH AT THIS LITTLE GIRLS 1ST BIRTHDAY PARTY, HE KNOWS AT LEAST 3 PEOPLE THERE AND TALKS TO THEM! ANY TIPS SOMEBODY ON HOW TO GET OVER THIS PHEOBIA OF MINE???? ITS TAKING OVER MY LIFE!!! IM PRAYING AND PRAYING ABOUT IT! I KNOW, GOD MAKES EVERYONE DIFFERENT BUT MAN, I COULD USE A LITTLE HELP HERE!!!
NOW OFF ON SOMETHING A LTTLE BETTER, MAYBE! SO WHEN YOU ASK CARTER WHAT HE WANTS FROM SANTA HE SAYS TRACTOR. BUT NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN HE SAYS TRACTOR FOR HIM AND DADDY=PUPPY! DONT KNOW WHERE HE CAME UP WITH THAT BUT HE THINKS SANTA IS BRINGING DADDY A PUPPY! SOO GUESS WHAT, GENE DECIDES TO GET THE KIDS A  PUPPY FOR CHRISTMAS! YEA LIKE I NEED ANOTHER MOUTH TO FEED AND SOMETHING ELSE TO POTTY TRAIN! THANKS HUNNY! SO GENE FINDS A WOMAN SELLING RED GOLDEN RETREIVER PUPPIES( CUZ HE KNOWS THATS THE DOG IVE ALWAYS WANTED SO HE KNEW HE WOULD CONVINCE ME THAT THIS WAS A GOOD IDEA! AND YEP HE GOT ME!) SO WE DRIVE THREE HOURS TO LOOK AT HER PUPPIES AND FIND THE PERFECT ONE! THE SMALLEST MALE PUPPY WITH A LITTLE WHITE DOT ON HIS HEAD! MELTED MY HEART! SO OF COURSE WE PUT OUR DEPOSIT DOWN ON THIS DOG AND WE GO BACK TO GET HIM TUESDAY! GENE DECIDED TO NAME HIM AUBIE! AND HE WAS ONLY $200 AND HAS PAPERS. THE WOMAN WAS SELLINGTHEM THIS CHEAP CUZ SHE WANTED THEM ALL TO GO AS CHRISTMAS PUPPIES!  IF YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT GOLDEN RETREIVERS THEN YOU KNOW THAT THEY USUALLY GO FOR $600- TO $1200 ! PRETTY GOOD DEAL GENE! CARTER IS GOING TO GO CRAZY ON CRHISTMAS MORNING! BE WORTH SEEING HIS FACE!  ANOTHER DOG TO POOP IN NEIGHBORS YARD! GREAT!!!!!!!!! LOL
TOLD YOU THIS WOULD BE LONG! SORRY! JUST A LITLE VENTING SINCE I ONLY HAVE A TWO YEAR OLD AND 9 MONTH OLD TO TALK TO EVERYDAY! I LOVE DOING THIS BLOG BECAUSE IT GIVES PEOPLE AN OPPORTUNITY TO SEE THE OTHER SIDE OF ME THAT THEY DONT GET TO SEE WHEN WE ARE IN PERSON! YOU GET TO SEE WHAT IM REALLY THINKING! LOL! I REALLY WISH PEOPLE GOT THE OPPORTUNITY TO GET TO KNOW ME! IT TAKES A WHILE THOUGH FOR ME TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS BECAUSE OF MY SHYNESS!
SO IM LEARNING AS I GO. IM NOT PERFECT BUT IM TRYING TO LIVE A GOOD LIFE FOR THE LORD! I WANT TO MAKE FRIENDS I JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO PUT MYSELF OUT THERE YET. IM TRYING THOUGH AND MAYBE HAVING KIDS INCOMMON WITH PEOPLE WILL HELP ME OUT!
GENE AND I ARE LEARNING WHAT OUR PARENTS WENT THOUGH AND WONDERING HOW ON EARTH DID THEY EVER MAKE IT. BOTH OF OUR MOTHERS RAISED US AS SINGLE PARENTS MOST OF OUR LIVES. GENE'S DAD DIED WHEN HE WAS 2 AND HIS SISTER WAS 5, AND HIS MOTHER NEVER REMARRIED! MY MOM WAS SINGLE FOR A WHILE WITH 4 KIDS. WE NOW REALIZE HOW HARD IT IS TO PAY THE BILLS AND PUT FOOD ON THE TABLE AND BUY ALL THE CHRISTMAS AND BIRTHDAY PRESENTS AND TRY TO GIVE OUR CHILDREN EVERYTHING THEY NEED AND A LOT OF WHAT THE WANT! ITS REALLY HARD, AND GENE AND I HAVE EACH OTHER AND HE HAS A WONDERFUL JOB AND PROBABLY MAKES MORE THAN OUR MOTHERS DID PUT TOGETHER! SO TO OUR MOTHERS, WE JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU!!! YALL ARE THE BEST MOTHERS WE COULD ASK FOR! WE DIDNT REALIZE AT THE TIME WHEN GROWING UP, THE SACRIFICES YOU MADE FOR US AND HOW HARD IT WAS BUT WE DO NOW!  THANK YOU WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH!
WHAT A MIGHTY GOD WE SERVE! THANK YOU LORD FOR SENDING YOUR SON DOWN HERE TO DIE ON THE CROSS SO THAT WE COULD LIVE AND BE FORGIVEN OF OUR SINS! CHRISTMAS IS A TIME TO REFLECT ON OUR LIFE AND FAMILY! ITS A TIME TO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESUS AND THANK GOD FOR BEING AN AWESOME ALMIGHTY AND WONDERFUL GOD! GOD IS JUST SO GOOD AND I CANT IMAGINE MY LIFE WITHOUT HIM! HE HAS DONE SO MANY WONDERFUL THINGS IN MY LIFE AND HAS GIVEN ME SO MANY WONDERUFL BLESSINGS!
FROM OUR FAMILY TO YOURS, WISHING YOU A CHRISTMAS FILLED WITH THE MIRACLE OF PEACE AND THE JOY OF FAITH! WE HOPE EVERYONE HAS A BLESSED CHRISTMAS WITH THEIR FAMILIES!
LIFE'S A DANCE, YOU LEARN AS YOU GO!

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